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  • Our Voices Shall Remain
  • We Used To Speak In Colours
  • Lifelines
  • Entropy
  • Ignition of the Grey Sky
  • Soft Whispers of the Chemical Sun
  • The Great Fleet of Echoes
  • Hollow Reflection
  • The Destroying Angel
  • Halo Of Flies
  • Binding Of The Spirit Onto Earth
  • On Broken Wings Of Despair
  • The Blackened Rainbow
  • Where Once The Sun Rose
 

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Our Voices Shall Remain (2016)



 

Tracklist:
1. Mesmerized (читать текст)
2. We Used to Speak in Colours (читать текст)
3. Lifelines (читать текст)
4. The Understanding (читать текст)
5. Our Voices Shall Remain (читать текст)
6. One of Us is Missing (читать текст)
7. The Black Wreath of Mind (читать текст)

Дата выхода: 20.08.2016. Argonauta Records. Жанр: Atmospheric Post Metal / Prog Rock

 

The Great Fleet of Echoes (2010)



 

Tracklist:
1. Entropy (читать текст)
2. Ignition of the Grey Sky (читать текст)
3. Velvet Chokehold (читать текст)
4. Soft Whispers of the Chemical Sun (читать текст)
5. Chloroform (читать текст)
6. Slow Motion (читать текст)
7. We Have Ways to Hurt You (читать текст)
8. Lethe (читать текст)
9. The Great Fleet of Echoes (читать текст)
10. Blue Dead Skies (читать текст)

Альбом был выпущен звукозаписывающей компанией Firebox Records 19 февраля 2010 года. Стиль: Atmospheric Dark

 

Quicksilver Clouds (2004)



Tracklist:
1. Vertigo(читать текст)
2. Hollow Reflection (читать текст)
3. Transcendence (читать текст)
4. Black Carbon Snow (читать текст)
5. Quicksilver Clouds (читать текст)
6. Hyperion (читать текст)
7. The Destroying Angel (читать текст)
8. Halo Of Flies (читать текст)
9. Ophelia (читать текст)



*Диск записан осенью 2003 года на Sonic-pump студии в Хельсинки. Издан в Европе 7.25.2004, Avangarde Music.
Стиль, опредленный издателем: Dark Gloomy Metal.
* В России диск издан звукозаписывающей компанией Irond в 2005 году.
* В США изданием альбома занималась звукозаписывающая компания Cleopatra Records (15/02/2005). Американское издание имеет другое оформление и в качестве бонуса добавлено видео на песню Vertigo

Binding Of The Spirit Onto Earth (2000)



Tracklist:
1. The Last Rainbow Warrior Is Dead ((читать текст)
2. The Warprophet Dreams (читать текст)
3. Binding Of The Spirit Onto Earth (читать текст)
4. The Hermit (читать текст)
5. Master’s Garden (читать текст)
6. The Wanderer (читать текст)
7. On Broken Wings Of Despair (читать текст)
8. Stardestroyer (Instrumental)



* Диск записан в августе 1999 года на TICO-TICO Studio и был издан в Европе Wounded Love Records 01.01.2000.
Стиль, определенный издателем: Dark-Black Metal.

Dreams Of The Black Earth (1998)



Tracklist:
1. The Withering Goddess (Of Nature) (читать текст)
2. The Weeper (читать текст)
3. The Blackened Rainbow (читать текст)
4. Spring Blooms With Flowers Dead (читать текст)
5. Of Scarlet Skies Made (читать текст)
6. Titania (Instrumental)
7. Where Once The Sun Rose (читать текст)
8. Dreams Of The Black Earth (читать текст)



* Диск записан TICO-TICO Studio и был издан Woodcut Records в 1998 году. В России изданием диска занималась звукозаписывающая компания CD Maximum. Стиль, определенный издателем: Dark-Black Metal.

The Blackened Rainbow (1998 MiniCD)

 

Tracklist:
1. The Blackened Rainbow
2. Alghazanth
3. Ravendusk
4. Enochian Crescent

Pakkasherra (1997 debut album)



 

Tracklist:
1. Across The Loveless Horizon (читать текст)
2. The Night Belongs To Us (читать текст)
3. Pakkasherra (читать текст)
4. Watcher In The Tower (читать текст)
5. As A Spirit (Instrumental)
6. Cosmic Seas (читать текст)
7. End Is Silence (читать текст)
8. Autumn Winds (читать текст)
9. Cold Goddess (Instrumental)
10.Winter Romance (читать текст)



* Первый студийный альбом группы был записан и смекширован на Egotrip Studio в июле 1996, но был издан звукозаписывающей компанией Woodcut Records только в марте 1997 года. Стиль: black metal

promo, demo

promo

Pakkasherra (1996)

1. The Night Belongs To Us
2. Pakkasherra
3 My Eternity
4. Kaamos

Demo

Autumn Winds (1994, 200 copies)

1. Autumn Winds
2. Outburning Sun
3. Silent Throes

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Entropy

We are waiting for the end
of this abstract reality
the light no longer
shines from your eyes
and the words that fall
from your mouth
slowly evaporate

I?m falling through
I'm falling through my mind
I can hear you call my name
through my descending dreams

and I recall
a world just like this
where we lay hiding
beneath a grey steel sky

Holding the entropy
of those moments passing away

Now that you have gone
to a world where nothing exists

I hold your image
I hold your image

Silence is the language
you speak to me

×

Ignition of the Grey Sky

Slow is the murder
of my soul
Lost in so many
absences
open in all directions

Please be with me
this dying hour
inhale my voice
absorb my life
Before the ignition
of the grey sky


Clouds like airships
set in motion
moving slowly
to unfold

Inhale my voice
absorb my regrets

as I hand you this darkness
wrought from the words
empty of meaning
Screaming with emotion

×

Velvet Chokehold

You may try to follow
You may try to reason me out
You may try to save me
But you can never understand

The way I have burned
The way I have burned
For years
For years

The sound of approaching violence
the pounding hammers of depression
the stifling sense of pressure
Something you can never understand

And Love may offer
a brief relief
And light may scatter
the darkest storm
But there?s no release
From this velvet chokehold

×

Soft Whispers of the Chemical Sun

The subtle hum of machines underground
a cosmic journey through the volatile mind
Close your eyes and hear the voice afar
The soft whispers of the chemical sun

A fleet of missiles in the picturesque sky
Your white body lying under the sun
From the open wounds the future runs
like soft whispers of the chemical sun

From open wounds
Our future runs

You are cold but your eyes still stare
the passing bodies in the river red
We shall wake you when the moment comes
With soft whispers of the chemical sun

From open wounds
Our future runs

×

Chloroform

The closing darkness
a mouthful of your chloroform
Drifting inwards
all features liquify
The equation
of all the goodbyes
will soon
open for you

I lost the cypher
into your voided world
Do you still remember
Do you still feel the pain

The unseen hands
holding our throats
The cold needle pushing
through the tongue
Above the mute stars
blazing high and numb
The silent witness
for the amputation
of dream


I was lost
into your voided world
I was lost
into your chloroform

×

Slow Motion

And life spins in slow motion
faded pictures of you
lie scattered
all over the floor
Sedatives and memories
the daylight left behind
Searing into
grey opium dreams

I held the moment
the wordless sequence
Saw the death of reason
the endless Spiral down

Years ago
through our futile juvenile eyes
We watched
as the days caught fire
The constant noise
of the burning world
Growing ever
louder and louder

I held the moment
the wordless sequence
Saw the death of reason
the endless Spiral down
Down
Down
Down


There's a place
where the wounds grow
Beyond the reach of words
Where the dreams lie suspended
in slow motion

Breathing in and out
these pictures come
in violent repetition
Somewhere down
in the immaculate depths

Distorted and false

You come to me
With open arms

×

We Have Ways to Hurt You

Another me
Another you

We wear the best of our masks
in this masquerade
Of the all-lost emotion
of all decay

We stand apart
Infected by the sick world
in satin lounges
in velvet rooms
the symptoms growing worse

Camouflaged
among the empty
Court jesters
Lost kings
This is life
This is life
This is life
We take from you

×

Lethe

You set me free
Flowing through
the Lethean sea

Turning away
All that I've been
A touch of your ultimate void
Burning away
All that I've been
Oblivion

You taste of medicine
and foul rooms
of the black sleep

Inside your room
it will all be so different

It will soon be over
It will be painless

×

The Great Fleet of Echoes

When we have used
all of our mistakes
When we have lost
the faith on ourselves

How deep is the darkness
How frail is your mind
Are you far or close
to your dreams?

Watery-eyed and broken
in a life of decay

Do you think you are free?

Living to wither
We cut ourselves
to fit into the world's
grey machine

Gathering memories
Frail evidence
Falling pieces
Oblique fragments
Traces of a purpose

Our voices echo
the shattered freedom
Do you hear
these words I say

Flying through the mouth
Burning through the head
Set fire into your soul
and never let go

Do you see them
Do you hear them
These words moving
through the air

Are you far or close
to your deepest dreams?

Do you think you are free?

Overhead
in a broad formation
out through the smothered
hearts of men
come the great fleet of echoes
in spasms full of life
all shapeless and surreal
echoes of shattered
freedom

The great fleet of echoes

×

Blue Dead Skies

Blue Dead Skies
for me
for you

is this all there is

All of the courage
All of the will
opened from the seams
The guilt
The shimmering pain

The fear of future
endless blue fields
The empty smiles
at the happy ending

a world of colour
a world of hope
an open door
with no way out

×

Vertigo

Take me down
Into your black grotto
Where the air is thick with insects
Touch me with your secret

I close my eyes
And let the vertigo
Touch my mind
I close my eyes
And let your vertigo
Destroy my mind

I'll follow you
into the land of the insects
Where tumors blossom
Like roses of the old earth
(One for each to pick)

I close my eyes
And let the vertigo
Touch my mind
I close my eyes
And let your vertigo
Destroy my mind

I'll lie down
Onto the sour, filthy ground
And crawl with the insects
And share your sickness

×

Hollow Reflection

Deeper thoughts unknown to hope
lightyears of drowning
into the cosmos of the lonely
I was lost from your world
into the mazes of delusion
into the vast halls of the Night

Did you see me enter
the rooms of the night
Did you see me enter
your fragile dreams

Violent visions in a broken mind
Feed me with illusions
Attire me with your darkness
Under the rain of falling knives
I see you lying there open
in the ruins of the dying future

Did you see my
hollow reflection
Did you sense my
fathomless void

I saw myself there,
In a sudden, feverish moment
watching your lifeless body
in a cold future morning

×

Transcendence

Your warmth is false
Inside your hollow bosom
You?ll hide the solitude
Of the distant stars

In your party none celebrates
Grey autumn transcendence
Minutes turn into oblivion
Our voices to mould

Your hangman smile
My soul in your hands
I drink from your breasts
Grey autumn solitude

And I can see through your eyes
It?s time to go
And I can see through your smile
It's time to go

All those long dead hours
Frequent time stops
Minutes turn into oblivion
Our voices to mould
Drowned wasps floating
in the chalice of the sweet nectar
all those beautiful moths eaten by flies
in this bizarre carnival
of a life-lasting funeral

Grey autumn
Play your lyre
For one last time

×

Black Carbon Snow

The sun looks down
from his high astral sphere
and pours down below
Its sad bacterial light

Upon this infection
Wounds of world burning
All the names that travel to void
in the fields of carbon snow

Where the youth turns to stone
Where bodies and dreams
Are material for the dust
material for Silence

Under the fermenting sky
Under the rain of carbon
witness the cold world
choke her children
And hide their bodies below
Down to the infected ground
Where the old nightmares hibernate
Under black carbon snow

(Where the youth turns to stone
under black carbon snow)

×

Quicksilver Clouds

The hand that smothers all dreams
Can never be lifted
From your tormented lips
Flew the infinity of pain
Cut down the voice
And let the echoes rise
To those dark clouds above
That hate our freedom

Before the arrival
Of the final Silence
You wished for the bright, liquid fire
The coldest silver
Like the purifying rain
To take you away
To take you away

Down in your pit
Where your broken body lies
I stare into your silence
Your eyes reflect the sky

Far away
Out of your reach
Those quicksilver clouds

×

Hyperion

Grey clouds of slumber
Move across the ether
Bury us under their lead
Fill our veins
With oblivion?s wine

Above Hyperion smiles
I remember the sun in your hair
The wind on our skin
Descending of the void

Now broken
The spell of beauty
Within the blankets of the soil
Dreamers dream of void
Never break
The Silence of our Night

Above Hyperion smiles
I remember the sun in your hair
The wind on our skin
Descending of the void

×

The Destroying Angel

White flowers of mould
decorate your skin
(Deterioration of soul
I hear you sing)
My broken arteries
flooded with your sleep

Lead me through asphyxia
into the white fields of amanita
Through sweet sleep of narcosis
into the closed rooms of paranoia

Lights of the other worlds
shine through your open mouth
Embrace of the all-absorbing,
The Destroying angel

The door of future is closing
Frail reality failing
I hear you sing
the song of future failing

And I fall through the black hole of your eyes
Down into the deepest Theta space
And burn through the spheres of a million suns
Down into the plateau of my mind

Where the shadows are whispering
in the dimmest Theta space
Where the spell of your destroying touch
was crafted with higher mathematics
Where the universe is choking
Down on your unhealing hands

Destroying Angel
Devour my thoughts

Asphyxia
Amanita
Narcosis
Paranoia

×

Halo Of Flies

And all the good people
From the streets
Came to witness
The miracle of death

All the children were there
Inhaling the foul air
Smiling at death
In infant glory
Their eyes shining
Bright and ignorant

And the flies were there
As a black halo
Above the body
Of a broken hero

Someone said
You are so beautiful
With a hole in your head

And the street became a sealed tomb
Filled with your silence
The mould built patterns
On the surface of your fading eyes
Your hands still reaching
For the azure sky

Life is a brief drama
For the amusement
Of the true masters
You will learn
To despise your kind

For when you fall
We shall all walk over you

×

Ophelia

I lost you to the distance
I sealed myself away
For nothing you said
Could touch me anyway

There was something you said
Can't remember your words
Something about dismay
Didn't know what to say

I lost your voice
In the vacuum of a moment
I saw you walk down
Into the black hungry waves

There was something you said
Can't remember your words
Something about dismay
Didn't know what to say

Your bridal gown
Lies under the moss
I wear my guilt
The crown of my shame

There was something you said
Can't remember your words
Something about dismay
Didn't know what to say

I took all the pills
You are no longer here
The walls are falling
The world slipping away

×

The Last Rainbow Warrior Is Dead

Bitter funerals in silence held
twelve coffins laid to earth
To dust all human hope to wither
The last rainbow warriors is dead

Ours is the world of tragedy
Ours is the world of grief

For countless,
gray days of dismay
It's been snowing black ashes
upon these devastated lands
Dreadful are the storms
that grind these mountains to sand

Hear the voice of destruction
as it screams through our souls
With the vast storms it walks
Proud destruction in human form

"The last rainbow
warrior is dead!
Behold the rising
of the furious dawn
it's hollow black rays
kill the colours
and the meaning of life
The last rainbow
warrior is dead!
The spring yields
to winter neverending"

For silence will walk the earth
the silence of the stars above
a desolate world that snows under:
into dreams endless enter
city after city
continent after continent

×

The Warprophet Dreams

Under the constellations of ruin
Under the cruelest crescents to witness
They march with the pearly tearflow
following their path
Hollow troops of Yersinia pestis
Natures own misanthropic art
under the circle of the stars

The warprophet dreams
of triumphants of desolation
the dreamswarm of locusts
the armada of dragonflies

Natures gift
the sweet kiss
of the death elemental
Perfect design
for human demise
in the warprophet's dreams

"There they come:
the Assailants of tomorrow
In silent rows they ride
Wearing the emblems of sorrow
Despairs shadows falling
from their eyes
empty as their black hearts
Their armours hammered
from the fallen stars
This the bitter battalion
of retribution"

×

Binding Of The Spirit Onto Earth

There is a tragedy
deep within this soul
A dark aura
made of stones of sadness
and vast void of longing

On songs of sorrows maiden
the swans drown in grievance
On silver waters springs
This despair she sings;

" In oaken chest they keep my grief
Under the thousand tombstones
lies a thousand dreams:"

Forever lonely to wander
these landscapes
of the desperate dreams
There is nothing
that can fill the void of longing
Immortalized by grief

"In oaken chests
we keep her dreams:

binding her spirit onto earth"

×

The Hermit

There is a tragedy
deep within this soul
A dark aura
made of stones of sadness
and vast void of longing

On songs of sorrows maiden
the swans drown in grievance
On silver waters springs
This despair she sings;

" In oaken chest they keep my grief
Under the thousand tombstones
lies a thousand dreams:"

Forever lonely to wander
these landscapes
of the desperate dreams
There is nothing
that can fill the void of longing
Immortalized by grief

"In oaken chests
we keep her dreams:

binding her spirit onto earth"

×

Master’s Garden

Deep traumatic illusions
opens the gateways within
Into the surreal Master's garden

The hallway .. .. ..
leads to the chambers of Silence

We would be seated around
the table of Silence
With many faces of their death
drinking the black wine
of melancholy

×

The Wanderer

Shadows dance
on visions fabric veil
Reality becomes obsolete
as I walk through the wormholes
Through the forlorn stars
by thoughts gone too far
So many realms held
open in this night

I will forsake the light
the guiding lifelight of humans
For I have learned to look this life
from the aspects of the stars

"No rest under the cross
No solace for the wanderer's heart
Reach deep within
to darkness beyond the stars
How far one can wander
into the dreams of the dead?"

A soul eternal
tied into this flesh and skin
an old wandering soul
from the darkness beyond the stars

×

On Broken Wings Of Despair

Haven't we lost it all, allready:
Blue skies turned to evergray
Each dawn turned blacker
so deep the embrace of dismay

( We could see
our fantasies decaying
We could hear
our dreams breaking )

Nothing will ever shine again
Nothing will ever be the same again
Nothing will ever rise again
On broken wings of despair

I have no fear for the flames of Hell
For nothing can ever be worse than this
A world through the veil of tears
Perpetual autumn of my soul

×

The Withering Goddess (Of Nature)

found my Way into the heart of the forest
where the early mornings dew
still rested upon the sleepy grass
Where the evergreen trees
sleep their enchanted dreams

Echoes of grief and sorrow
in the air of this forest
The taste of your bitterness
in the spring waters
Thy anguish I hear
in the words of the winds
Wounded Immortal
- the withering goddess of nature
Thy glory denied
by those of the light
until the lands bear a rotten fruit
Until the storms reap nations

Every man and every woman is a scar
in thy astral body of goddess
Thy presence was a shadow
on the path of the light
They took thy kingdom away,
But their light has grown dim
Their god has long ago withered
release the darkness of thy heart
Until no man in thy kingdom walks

...and thus, summon the storms of plague,
the winter endless, death the bitterest...

Together we ride to the storms of war
until the storms reap nations
until the lands bear rotten fruits
until no man stands
in thy kingdom of glory

×

The Weeper

Silence is born from sorrow
eternal seem the ages now
since we grew
in the garden of longing

Wind sang of loneliness

Touched, my soul was
from the winds weeping
a forlorn melody
so grievous
and touching

Wind sang of loneliness

I was the weeper
in the garden of wonder
longing to be by your side
Tears that made me stronger
hastened your withering
the stars were closing their eyes
as you were cold and I was breathing

Wind sang of my loneliness

×

The Blackened Rainbow

Rain falls black from the skies gray
as tears they fell from the throne
of the Almighty...Cosmos

Beholding a star
that has been lit above me
I fall before its beauty
In this rainraped evening
the unknown stars shone to me
the Ominous starlight creates a vision
of a blackened rainbow
By the ecstacy of mystic rainbow
all veils open to me

I saw the blasphemy - in natures purity
I heard the blasphemy - in the birds singing

With heavenly tone
over lakes and the seas
wherever there
a heartbeat is

"Follow the blackened rainbow
to its end
You will never wake
to the sunrise
in heaven"

You will never see heaven.

×

Spring Blooms With Flowers Dead

the Devil dances
through the awakening spring field
In the music of mourning
from the weepings of the broken hearted (created)
...Drunk from their tears
"O, their sweet songs of sorrow"

Sorrow is Eternal
when the spring blooms
with flowers dead
And all heavens birds fell dead
when the spring bloomed
with flowers dead

In charming way he dances
as a shadow
amidst the flowery field
enjoying the bitter flow of tears
...And up, from the damned earth
the dead birds rose on their wings
singing the beautiful
song of Damnation

the Music ceases
but devil dances on
singing the beautiful
song of Damnation

Sorrow is Eternal
when the spring blooms
with flowers dead
May all living turn against itself
when the spring blooms
with flowers dead

×

Of Scarlet Skies Made

The Heart of the Wanderer
has been sewn into my breast
The Soul of the Hermit
has been blown into my shell
The Icy nails of Misanthropy
are hammered through my chest
to remind me of pain...
of scarlet skies I'm made

There in the distance
in the skydance of the sparkles
Heavens flooded with blood
from where I descented
from the forge of the gods

Made to despise yoy all
Each thought a dream of thy end

...the final salvation
Velvet veils upon me set
For thou art, the nails in my flesh
Eternal disease of my soul
Erode me - from this human hell
Grant me - my final steps
towards the glowing red
of scarlet skies made

×

Where Once The Sun Rose

Solitude wanders
where once the sun rose
in essence of a silent wind
teasing my tired limbs

Time forgot me
into the lonely eternity
Standing against the wind
beaten by hail and rain
Alone to pass these winters
of cursed life lost
Eternity in winter
for none stood beside me

Countless are the years
of malady and grief
Where times flow
has long ago ceased
Only echoes brief
of whispering wind
Eternity in winter
with solitude wandering
(within me)

Where Once the Sun Rose
- a wolf's destiny
lonely forever be
Standing as statue...
Where Once the Sun Rose
- from the mercyful daylight
my eyes are
forever closed

×

Dreams Of The Black Earth

We travel into the world of woe
through the portal of dream descent
Of human sorrow I dreamed
a twilight garden of tomorrow
Where torment means living
in this world of dreadful dream

"Behold, all the gods have abandoned the spheres.
Can you hear the Thronerooms silence?
As all of the mighty stars have grown black,
the gods have turned their backs..."

Here rests silence
sometimes the wind brings
weak echoes from times
gone and forgotten
Tragic human voices
yet none can hear them
in this dark and desolate star
since the storms
of new pestilence

"On the shore of the dead earth
I stood with a figure of demon"

From his eyes gazed autumn,
his words like winters;

"Witness with me,
the fall of the foulest.
My farewell to mankind.
Lame is the weeping sun
as it in all fierceness
lowers behind the horizon.
This,
the last sunset on earth
tomorrows dawn
shall greet the moonlike face
...of Hell."

×

Across The Loveless Horizon

"This solitude is all I have
cold nothingness is all I share
with myself"

Embittered, by time and the loneliness
so loveless
is our horizon of emptiness

Final sunset of our lives
never to miss the light
the dawn will never come

"these times are not like before
too much sorrow
nothing for tomorrow
the path of life seems to be long
boredom leads to a shorter way"

dreams ending into tragedies-
suicide dreams

I was not to be in this world
cursed to be human

watching, the final sunset of life
drifting, out of this time

Across the horizon flew a star
towards unknown horizons
i flew

×

The Night Belongs To Us

there it lies, under a midnight sky
a stony sign of your ended life
in moonlight I buried my bride
hopeless I cry
"Why did you have to die ?"

The wind whispers your name
I miss your sweet embrace
all happiness is away
only sadness and sorrow stays

"Wake my beauty rise from your chest
I open open your casket and set you free
my pale beauty, open your eyes
together we dance in dim moonlight"

In my dreams you come back to me
in reality you will eternally sleep
there somewhere I will be with you
I dig my grave beside you ...

"A piece of eternity only for us
the night truly belongs to us ..."

My sorrow is too srong
I'm all alone, all good
from life is gone,
trying to forget, in this
nothingness I curse myself
no more I can take this life so fake
my feelings are turning to rage,
life has no gain, wind whispers
your name
where I killed myself ...

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Pakkasherra

From the heart of northern storms
after several lifetimes go by
I, the coldness arise

Touching the sky, turning the light
to frosty shine, forming to frost
I am a ghost, the lord of frost

wolves call my name-
Pakkasherra
I am the northern wind-
Pakkasherra

With the black wings of light
I fly to the castle of mine
higher to the mountains
deeper to the woods
to the cold heart of moon

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Watcher In The Tower

I dream ...
moon came behind the clouds
revealing
a black tower, this tower rises in
other
reality, yet I\'ve been there several
times ... in dreams

Life was nothing, never, until I found
the truth
the truth of never existing, doom
the secrets not for milleniums told
the tower waits for the arrival of my soul

From the tower opens a view
into worlds so distant, but so true
I\'m to be the thyrant, of my realm
as I carry the light of other knowing

Wind whispers me: \"come with me ...\"

Burn me- spread my ashes into the
wind
as a shadow I descend into my
eternity
no path leads there ... from the dust
I materialize before the gates silvery

I stand beholding my fate
black tower with open gates
wind greets me as I enter the cold
tower, endless stairs to my destiny
the gate closes behind me,
never to be opened again ...

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Cosmic Seas

I drown into ocean, into the shoreless
ocean of eternity, stars pull my soul
into the breath taking views of the abyss,
the abyss has no end, an endless journey
through the stars, abyssic black darkness
is inside me ...

No solid touch
only the stars that watch

I saw my fate as it was written before
time

...in the cosmic seas
where the stars are burning me
I drown into streams
of the cosmic seas

I faced my destiny, it was always there
waiting for my end ...

...in the cosmic seas
where the stars are burning me
I drown into the streams
of the cosmic seas

"Deeper to the cosmos I will fall
the emptiness of infinity ... fills me
I breathe ... not air but the power
of stars ... my heart beats in the
rhythm of the universe
I share the harmony of eternity"

My heart beats
in these endless streams
immortality
in the cosmic seas

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End Is Silence

Mournfully, the same sun rises
again
the times of yesterday are away
wind howls the sights of those
lonely, forgotten times

"Even time will come to an end"

We could hear the birds sing
through the winds hum
we were not like the others
time revealed our nothingness

Let the stream of the wither
wouldn't it be "nice" to sleep,
to dream forever
from the silence we awoke
and into there we shall wither

we were the birds that sang
in the winds' hum
we were not like others
end is our silence

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Autumn Winds

"Sad whispers in dead trees,
a graveyard of
yellow leaves, rising of the
northern wind
breaks their peace ..."

With the reaping winds came
coldness,
the coldess that crawled from
the heart
of the wind- weak kiss of the
winter queen,
storming through the autumnal
trees ...

As the darkness embraces me
and the wind screams sadly,
I could feel the coming of winter,
snow falling from the cloudy sky
I close my eyes and wait for
the goddess of winter

"As the days grew shorter
the wind came stronger
from the dawnless mornings
to the winters glory"

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Winter Romance

Chrystal snow falls from the
clouds above,
winter the bitterest, I have heard
your lullaby and seen your figure
dance
through the sky, into my arms I
would
take darkness ... blessed and
renamed
my goddess ...(of winter)

From your lips I tasted love
love that was so poisonous
my twisted desires for you
are taking me to sacrifice my soul
for the goddess of winter

winter romance, give me this final
dance, through the falling snow
into the
clouds above, fill me with your love
carry me before the throne
deep into your wintry kingdom

My heart belomgs to thee
my beautiful white winter queen
the pulsating rhythm of heart
beating ... in the silence of
my funeral coffin ...

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Mesmerized

Mesmerized
Blue colonies of sleep
Open wide
To the other ways of seeing
Let it all flow
Through your shields
Cease to hold on
Cease to hold on

There is no greater pain than love
There is no greater pain than love

Through the cold vastness grey
I saw you come with empty hands
With all the wrong stars above your head
I gave you all that was left of me
I gave you all that was left of me

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We Used To Speak In Colours

All the worlds that we contain
After-images of light
The dusk descends
Behind the clouds of your iris
Intertwined
With darker shades
That resonate through life

We used to speak in colours
We used to hear the songs
Of those who are to follow
Names called from the dust

Sand choked glass veins of time
We were the mirage and the echo
Waiting for gaze
Waiting for voice
That would resonate through life

We used to speak in colours
We used to hear the songs
Of those who are to follow
Names called from the dust

See what I see
Feel what I feel

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Lifelines

To think away
All these surroundings
Lost moments between
Our lifelines
Transpire into commotion

To give away
The best of friends
The lover’s golden hands
The worlds moving
Inside of me

To leave only words
That lead through the night
Of my sorrows

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The Understanding

Come tear the stars from the sky
The silver linings from the clouds
That slowly render the view
Over futures that will never be
These watercolour landscapes
Disappearing into the rain

Withered and frail
All lost in the rain
All lost in the rain
I was not lost in a good way
I was not lost in a good way

Something I knew
Always to lose
Worlds that we built
With silence not words
These confined oceans
Bursting into life

Slowly detach
Those brittle hands
That should have carried us
To brighter futures
To lasting dawns
To a deeper understanding

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Our Voices Shall Remain

Across the silence
We carry a noise
Close the lid
Conceal the time
Let us hide
In empty spaces
Below the mind

Our voices shall remain

A broken glissando
Melancholy zest
A living room burial
We can make it through death
Flow with rivers
Beneath consciousness
Our shadows extend
Into the outer spheres

Our voices shall remain

Release the signal
Merge with the noise
Unfold the wings
Light up the skies
Breathing disappearance
We move towards the other lights

Our voices shall remain

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One Of Us Is Missing

Friends
It’s never over
The pain
Is here again
You know that I’m sinking
Somewhere
Inside here

One of us is missing
Frail, frail heart
One of us is missing
Pale, pale sun
One of us is missing
Frail, frail heart
One of us is missing
Veiled, veiled mind

Dear destroyer,
Are you heading
This way?
Hello darkness,
Can you find your way
Inside here?

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The Black Wreath of Mind

To see through all those elusive dreams
Is to see the end in every beginning
The kiss of decay in every forehead
In every promise sworn for a lifetime

To see the opening of the end
In the birth of a moment
To see the love only as a weapon
The auburn sorrow
Slowly changing form

As distance grows
The vision fades
Remove the black wreath of mind
It’s time
To turn
Skywards
Diffuse
All meanings

(For) there are no answers
(Only) silence that holds us within
Hope
Long forgotten
Breathing
For the very first time

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